You know how people advise you to journal to sort through your thoughts….Then the challenge is figuring out which means will work the best for you so that you actually do it.
Well, for me it’s blogging. Goodness, I wish it weren’t. I wish I could sort through my shit privately. But for some reason the only way I can compose myself is to open a tumblr post (wordpress isn’t the same) and start typing. Then backspacing. Then writing an “intro.” Nope, delete delete, delete. One more go at it and I just accept that this will be a ramble.
…today was a weird day. I woke up feeling lost. Mondays have been consistantly busy for me for the past few months, and today I wasn’t stressed with a loaded to-do list which should be a good thing. So I started working never considering this would be a roller coaster of a day.
I’m not going to bore you with details, we all have rough days. Business is business, I get that. And everyone has a different perspective on what are appropriate means of obtaining what they want.
This all sounds very dramatic, but it wasn’t that big of a deal. One thing did go really well, actually. I set up a friend with another for a job and it turned out to be good fit. Matchmaking is so satisfying!
We’ve all had these days, which is why I felt like I could
write ramble about it.
I have to say, I’m much more guarded now with what I write about and what I don’t. When I lived in NYC I could take the Gawker heat and the reblogging nonsense, but now I’m more sensitive for some reason. My skin is growing thin to be honest. But I continue to have loyal readers write with questions and comments, which makes me believe that my blog is helpful in some way shape or form for you.
Alright then. Hope your Monday went better than mine. Tomorrow is a new day. Hopefully I’ll wake up on the right side of the bed and take the right steps from A to B.Tweet this!